Reading Keith's blog reminded me of this saying..."Impossible is Nothing" used in Adidas ad campaigns. I used to live by it, and recently I've forgotten about it. It's time to get back to this mindset. So here is where I start my latest journey. This will probably be more than a training log, since my everyday life is affecting my training so greatly. Thanks to everyone that has supported me through this time lately. I go to the doctor's later this week and I am hoping she will send me to a physical therapist so I know what's best to do and not to do. Time to get the ball rolling!
Glad to see you started a new log, TG. I'm right behind you (figuratively speaking, of course [img]/images/graemlins/wink.gif[/img] ) for whatever support you need.
With a bit of luck and support.. and lots of will power on your part you'll make it. I'm sure you have lots of support (including mine) and all the will power you need, so here's wishing you the little luck you need. [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
Went to the doctor yesterday and found out I cannot do any land exercises yet. She only wants me in the pool. I'm kind of crushed by that, because I love weights and I'm not all that great at swimming. But I'm trying to look at it as a new experience. My Y has a a class that is done in the water that seems like it could be challenging. It starts in 2 weeks so I will post what we do in there. I may also sign up for swimming lessons. I know how to get from point A to point B, but I can't say I do it gracefully...so a few lessons wouldn't hurt.
I am starting a new med...low dose med normally used to treat cancer. The side effects are a bit worse with this than the other meds, I can't drink, can't get pregnant, I have to get constant bloodwork done and I'm just sick of taking all these damn meds and still feeling like crap! Ok..got that out..haha. Unfortunately, due to medical costs we are encountering and with me still not feeling all that well, I will not be attending the summit...and I am so sad about that. I was really looking forward to going. The next set of meds I may have to go on are sooooooooo expensive though and I need to save every bit I can. Ah well, I will work on getting better and stronger so I can see everyone next year [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
Good luck with the water fitness, remember its just a step toward getting back into land fitness. It will be good for you and you may end up having a great time. I am sorry to hear that they have to switch your meds again, maybe it will be for a short time and then you can be put on something with less side effects.. Best of Luck and keep updating.. remember "impossible is nothing"
So now's the perfect time to take swimming classes! The more technique you'll have.. the more you'll enjoy it! Consider it an opportunity!
I wish you the best of luck with the medical expenses. I'm sure you don't need the extra stress of thinking about that :/ Hope everything goes well soon.
Not an obstacle...An Opportunity...do I hear Triathlon in your future? Swimming is a great workout and the toughest part of doing a Tri...might be something to consider...Tri-girls are pretty sexy!!!!
Really sad to hear about you not coming to the summit. However, there will be many more summits to come and I will see you thenI praise your courage and will to do an activity that might be painful. Water heals, honestly. I expect you to start loving it very soon.
Tracy, how the heck did I miss your new log? Damn. Just want to chime in with my support and encouragement. You go girl. Sorry to hear you won't be at the summit. First, GR, now you. Arrghhh! But I can certainly understand the need to save your pennies. Your health must come first.
I really liked Galya's statement that "water heals". You should look at it that way. Water is indeed the source of all life and it will be the source of your rebirth. Best of luck getting better. I look forward to your posts.
Bump...just looking for an update on your health! Saw you posted in a couple of other threads and had time to change your avatar. Hope things are going well for ya.
Hey..I haven't been around much because I've pretty much been feeling worse on this latest med. I am SUPER tired for about 2 days after taking it (I take it once a week)...I slept for 5 hours yesterday afternoon! And I went away last weekend to visit a friend and her new baby, so my joints have been in a lot of pain the past few days. I go back to the dr. next week and I'm assuming she will change my med again since I feel worse. Hopefully this one will work! I haven't started swimming yet because I am just hurting worse. And when I take the pain meds, I fall asleep. BUT, I'm beginning to realize, I may eventually just need to work through the pain. When it eases some, I will do that, but for now, there is just too much to work through. Hopefully we will be able to control it a little better with the new meds.
Thanks for everyone keeping up with me. You all are the greatest and keep me motivated to push forward and not just go hide in a hole (which I feel like doing sometimes), but your kind words keep me going more than you realize [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
Sorry to hear about that, girl. I am sending you some good joint vibes and hoping for the doctors to give you something that helps. I literally have gone thru weeks of not remembering what happened because of being on medication for my joints. Stay strong inside and your body will catch up.
Me too, Tracy. I think about you a lot and your struggles with this. I KNOW you'll overcome this and be well one day soon. Lots of good vibes going out to you, kiddo!
Tracy I'm soo sorry this new med is not working, hang in there it's gonna get better. Keep updating us, your not going into hiding with this lot around!! I've been thinking about ya and hopeing that things are getting better. Next year we will both make the summit even if i have to pick you up and carry you there myself.. You have been a huge inspiration and modivator for me and continue to do so. Good luck with your nest appt.
Thanks guys. Yesterday was a baaaaaad day. We'll see how today feels. Back to the docs on Thursday so I'll keep you updated.
And I just had to tell this to someone this so I will do it here. I rarely watch award shows, but we had the red carpet stuff on prior to the Oscars on Sunday. I commented to my husband how they were interviewing Paul Giamatti, and they just showed a tiny picture of him in the corner of the screen while they had a huge picture of Jessica Alba on the red carpet at the same time. Jeff said, of course they want to have the bigger picture be the hot girl. And my son Justin said, "she's not as hot as my mommy"...LOL. He is pretty smart for only being 5-years-old. That or he must want something..LOL LOL. Man I love him!
Hey TG your boy is one smart cookie!! I hope all goes well on thursday, keep us posted! Your in my thoughts lets hope it helps [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
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And my son Justin said, "she's not as hot as my mommy"...LOL. He is pretty smart for only being 5-years-old. That or he must want something..LOL LOL. Man I love him!
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Oh, boy, he sure knows what to say! He's going to grow up and REALLY charm the ladies! Might as well start preparing yourself now, TG...
And I thought it would be hard if we had a girl...looks like we'll have our hands full with a boy [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
Update from the Doctors...unfortunately..nothi ng new to report. She said it is still too early to tell if the methotrexate is working since I've only been on it for 4 weeks. She upped the pain meds and gave me some ideas on how to handle some of the dry mouth (that's an understatement..I feel like my body no longer produces saliva), dry eye issues I have, and I go back in 6 weeks. All this waiting and seeing what works is a pain in the ass. And look what I had to buy today....
I was embarassed...lol. No offense to older folks in here that have to use these, but I didn't think I'd need one until I was like 80. (It's a box to sort out my pills for the week for anyone that may not know). Includes extra large writing and braille for those that have difficulty with their sight...Oy!
keep faith TG hopefully the med's start working and there will only be a little tweeking. The side effects may ease up abit too. I know its a pain but if it helps in the long run it may be worth it.best wishes to ya hun..
I tell ya...this thing is really testing my patience..of which I usually have none. If I didn't have everyone's support here, I'm not so sure I'd make it. You all keep me focused on my goal to get back to the life I had. I hope you know how much you mean to me. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
Impossible is Nothing...TG\'s log
I praise your courage and will to do an activity that might be painful. Water heals, honestly. I expect you to start loving it very soon.
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