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[Rev]

Originally posted by GqArtguy:

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Originally posted by Relentless:
oh rugged magazine? i wouldnt know anything about that...

Haha Im sure [/quote]Yes, I posted way too much of the same damn thing without studying it and trying things for myself. Yes, I over looked great advice given to me. Yes, I acted like an ass and argued with people via internet posts when I should have ignored and realized the scale of what really matters in life. Yes, "that guy" at rugged did have a point and I see it now (Gq knows what im talking about). I apologize and take responsiblity for all of it.

I am now putting that behind me, whether or not people on the forum do is up to them but hopefully I can earn respect back. Whether or not people realize the complexities of what I was dealing with at that time is kind of irrelevant as that doesn't take back actions or serve as an excuse. I should not have used the internet as an escape from what was going on around me and "vent" on members (apologies to Craig, I recognize your level of training knowledge well above my level), period.

Man in all honesty and pureness. I am just a guy here because I love to weight train, it's my life. Weight training has done AMAZING things in my life and I like to see that in others too. I plan to make a career out of it (3 semesters left now!!...before more pt school *sigh*)


(Thats my story, and extreme thanks to JP for cleaning up that mess of a post I posted yesturday that's a huge weight off my shoulders.)

[Rev]

But my lack of hesitation or fear to speak up to authority and be independent when I feel it is just will never change. If you guys choose to ignore me it's ok, I don't require your guy's acceptance on anything I say or do. I just wanted you all to know where I am coming from. later ~ rev

[dawong]

Rev

where are you planning on going to PT school? blah, stupid CSU budget i wont be done with my BS on time... =(

[Rev]

I don't know for sure...thinking about Wichita State, it's pretty popular and well recommended around here. Don't sweat the on time issue, I don't think there is such thing as "on time" when it comes to college. Most people are taking on average five years these days to complete all the way through. I should get done with a total of eight or nine semesters. My best friend is in his last semester already...bastard...oh well he's an accounting major, booooooo.

[chris_f]

Rev... I remember you from a while ago, and I'm not entirely sure I understand why you're beating yourself up so much.

While this is just an internet forum, and at the end of the day it doesn't really matter, I would say at this point you should stop apologizing. I fully feel the sincerity of your apology, and now that its out there, you can let go and move on.

Be productive here, participate, and learn. And forgive yourself for whatever is eating you up inside. Most of us already have! [img]smile.gif[/img]

[OldGuy]

No problem, Rev. We're all friends here.

[Rev]

Thanks guys...some times i am a drama king. Speaking of drama I just watched the move "3" about Dale Earnhart, man thats sad.

[FishrCutB8]

"Thanks guys...some times i am a drama king."

You could just shorten that to DKing...oh wait...