lol, thanks Leigh, its weird the OPT and the body fat video has made me realize that i can achieve my goals and actually its quite simple if i put my mind to it 100%. I guess i use dieting and worrying about how i look to stop me focusing on other things in my life, ie i use it as a distraction, telling myself I need to lose 20lbs to do this or to do that....its a weird control thing and in a way quite scary, looking back on it i think i have self sabotaged my diet attempts because focusing on my body is some how much easier than focusing on parts of my life or even me am not happy about, its easy to see whats wrong in front of the mirror than to see whats wrong in one's head or heart, Anyhoos will reach my goal and will put my mind to it and start dealing with the rest of my life, thanks for listening
