I would agree whole heartedly with TG. ^^^ Please, please, please get help. Professional help. This is a huge first step that you've taken in admitting the problem. Do you have a support system in the "real" world? You will need one. This is going to be a long road, but you can definitely do it. You also need to get yourself checked out by a regular doctor also. You may have other problems that extend from this disorder. You need to do what's best for yourself and you need to do it IMMEDIATELY. Please.
Good luck. We'll be here.
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