[Rant] I realized today that it's been a constant struggle NOT to binge. I don't always do it, but I always want to.
The worst part is that I went over a year without EVER binging. I knew then what it was like to be in control of this feeling. I find this feeling unpleasant and annoying.
I think that my good year (as far as binging is concerned) was a result of seeing constant progress. That year saw a steady drop in weight and fat. Since my "stall," I've not been motivated to keep on track, since it seems that no matter what I do (good or bad) nothing changes! [/RANT]
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Superman never made any money
saving the world from Solomon Grundy
and sometimes I despair the world will never see
another man like him
-Crash Test Dummies. "Superman's Song"
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