I really appreciate that. It's going to be a while, I'm guessing maybe 6 months at least before I even conceive but I'll keep a note
I'm a lot less in the freaking out place now. There is still the what on earth am I getting myself into fear underlying but since I finally decided to do this I kinda feel more at peace with it. I've never liked other people's kids, I am the one running in the other direction when they are in the vicinity, come to think of it I don't think I have ever even held a baby. I doubt the baby stage is going to be my favourite but I am looking forward to sharing a child's life and experiences.
Anyway, I checked my vitamin supp and it has 400mg of folic acid added to it so that should do me good for now. I guess now I have a new goal.. How much fat can I lose before I get pregnant.. lol, that's gonna make me think twice before grabbing a doughnut or skipping a workout.. I might not have tomorrow to work it off