Well I've made it through onto the 2nd week of running group and my nicotine cravings don't have me eating the entire fridge (almost, but there is still condiments left). I would like to start A1 tomorrow, but I would also like more then six hours sleep and have found a yamaha v-star 650 for only $5000 that I should go look at. More then likely procrastination will win the battle yet again, but I am still intermitantly trying to be motivated. I tend to overcomplicate things and just end up doing nothing because I'm scared I'm not going to do it right. Such as I would like to do OPT, but I also want to do the 10k training and race with my friends in May and maybe do a 21k in Aug that's on a mountain. There is no way that this fits in with the training at all and I waffle between not starting OPT till fall and just trying to eat normal for the summer of just throw some more calories in the OTP diet and hope running on it doesn't fuck me up/is possible without wanting to kill myself.
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