And the number one question on my mind lately....
WHY AM I SO FUCKING HUNGRY ALL THE TIME!!!!????!!!!!
I am gaining weight and getting stronger. I am eating nearly 2700 cals a day and probably even more because I have stopped being so anal about sauces and things like that. I should be full or at least mostly full. I only weigh 134 lbs for cripes sake. For the past several weeks I am starving all the time. And you would not believe it if you saw me eat. I am like a teenage football player just devouring food. Last night I sat down with a long-time guy friend and ate a HUGE plate of food in record time. He was blown away that I could eat that much food and especially so fast. The meal never registered to me. I am hungry all the time it seems.
I know that those of you on deficit live this all the time and have no symphathy for me but I should be feeling pretty happy since I am getting fat. When I first started this diet I had to force the food in. What in the hell gives here? I am seriously tempted to cheat on my BULK!! Who the hell ever heard of that?!!
This is going to be a very interesteing cut when we finally launch it. If I am feeling like this now imagine how I am going to be with even less food. This is going to require more discipline than ever. I am wondering if it wsa such a good idea to crank up the metabolism afterall now...
Okay rant is over. I am still hungry but at least I got to yell a little.