It was all so easy to rationalize the idea that transcended weight levels... and accepted the non-happiness as defacto. This is obviously not the best way to do things.
When:
1) I do not like how I look, or I think that I need a bit of improvement.
...then, why not be skinny and miserable than not skinny? At least you're skinny!
This was/is my not so great thought process. I know others that go the other way - "if I'm going to hate my body, I might as well get to EAT, at the same time."
