[Onericali]

i have to ask..

IS working out so difficult?

we have joints andwe need to move them in mimic of life and all things, within their standard deviations, but experiencing all things and angles, at different points in our lives.

Is it not obvious? do we not see a hip joint and see a circle, and then movements in each of the ways, and do we not see the same in every joint?

oh i just had a revelation, it's not the obviousness of what keeps us healthy, in not stressing out, and keeping it "clean" in foods and in form while exercising as well as mental healthness/ clarity/ mental income.. you know how i meant it

its the looks we want, we have these goals, to look good, to do certain activities, to fix injuries

but never just to be healthy, mind, body, spirit

AM I JUST A FREAK? Lol...

one might say, altruism was created because we were screwed over so many times, we learned to be nice, as our form of realism

another would say we were never screwed over enough, and therefore our realism is a more aggressive one for example (there are countless examples and dont try to understand them all)

but these are both forms of realism you see, and not actual "being okay with yourself"

we all have to climb mount everest and fix our shoulder or lower our health age to be okay with ourself

which is key for our survival, but i give you a thought to consider

i dont know why or how it happened to me, but at some point i decided i was going to try something different, to get away from this constant need to fulfill ourselves and hide from.... get ready for it..... (the fear of death) which is not such a big deal...

but what happened is i ended up fulfilling myself in a different way, a way that accepted that i actually "might" have a purpose here

and in that purpose i pictured myself on top of a solid steed with a magnificent sword and battle armor, on top of a hill, overlooking my territory, in which all my people were happy, and fed, and of respect towards life and others

i dare say that the one's who appear dominant over others, are the weak ones, and who are the first to desert you in war time

it is the ones who care for others, who appear weak because of lack of aggression towards others for the sake of dominance, it is them that scream before they charge the enemy hoard, watch your back, go back for you when you are shot in the leg, run with you till the finish, and hold a moral duty to others above all else, as well as the appreciation of life.

All things are considered, and what you value, at this moment is of course of value, but I tell you it is underlined by the fundamental goal

that we should give to our clients, that we CAN give to them, and you to us, and me to you

so then we can train as we should, and they will be more happy, and yes you can say thats not what they pay for

but i work to achieve goals, and paying is a means, the result the answer.

should not we help a client have balanced goals

before we try to meet them? making this easier for everyone? not to mention, better for the world and us