[Bond007]

Kaiser,

Thanks for the kind words. I do appreciate it.

Currently, I'm only taking anti-depressants and working with my family doc on finding the right meds for me. I'm not currently interested in "talk" therapy as I do not honestly believe that there's anything left to talk about. My mental instability is chemical and can be properly regulated with the right drug. I'm just not sure if we've found it yet.

The reason why I'm looking into a mental health care facility is because I have moments where confinement and close supervision would prevent me from doing harm to myself. Last Friday I was very seriously thinking I'd need something like that until a medication is tried that works well for me.

Today is a MUCH better day and everything seems to be so much clearer. But, I do plan to continue to search for a reputable facility in case an emergency does arise. I just don't know when I might feel like I did on Friday again. The only thing I can be certain about is that I will feel that way again. And, that scares the ever living tar out of me.