Chad: You have my sympathies on you loss, and my good thoughts and prayers as well.
You are certainly still in a grieving process. The good news, if you will, is that it is not necessarily depression. You likely don't need medication, thought some counsel could help, since it is some painful grieving. In any case, talk to the professional, and even a different one, and even a different one (again), if that doesn't quite click.
Best wishes.
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