Chad,
My deepest sympathies...
My nephew (ironically named Chad) killed himself 6 months ago. Based on the grief I feel for him I can't imagine what you are going thru. The advise to see a counselor is good, Chads parents are doing that and it is helping a great deal.
The last 2 days have been very hard for me as they have just placed his headstone and it seems so...real & final, I guess.
You need to talk to someone. I know my emotions are right on the surface, yours must be also. Go with your feeling, if you've got to cry, do it. Its gonna help. You need to greive for your child, to get it out. Anyone who has ever loved a child will try to understand what you're going thru (unless they have been in your shoes, they can't understand)
Good luck!
Alan
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