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Originally Posted by realcdn
And, if it helps, never compare yourself to others. You need to work on your own progress, and it will be different from everyone else's. Everyone has different outside influences, which affect them a great deal.
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This is such a great lesson for us hard-headed broads.
Good go, realcdn.
Honestly, I feel like I always fail compared to
my own standards. As I'm running so hard for HIIT- all out effort - that I feel I'm going to pass out, and serious nausea when I'm done, I still feel like maybe I could've done more. WTF? Who's boss here, anyway? And that feeling of ~ not good enough ~ sets me onto a "poor me" eating binge. Thank GOD there's nothing crazy-caloric in the house anymore. (The kids ain't happy but at least I'm can't explode.)
The more I do this self flagellation of sorts, the more I KNOW I am my own worst enemy. What kind of weirdo sabotages themself?!?
My number one goal is to figure out WHY I don't want ME to reach my goals.
Sounds crazy, and maybe it is.
So, I guess what I'm trying to say is... I feel you.
And we need to figure this out.
-Sally