Tracey,
You are so right in re-evaluating after 30 days. I think this is the time when many of us would give up.....but, look at you......you are giving it another go and you are going to give it 100%!!! That's an attitude of a winner. Remember, you have worked so hard and have gotten amazing results for that effort. I know that you are the main reason that I even began thinking about hiring Leigh and taking my exercise/dieting to a new level. So, I guess what I'm saying is that I know you've inspired more than me out there.
I don't think it would be normal if you didn't have the feelings you are having. Like you said, it would be so much easier to go back to doing what got you here in the first place....but, you would be more miserable. Maybe you can put up that very first picture you took for Leigh. If you are like me, you don't even want to look at that thing.....the reminder of what you don't want to look like again, might help to keep you on track.
Keep up your great work. I know you can do it.
