Right now it's more like "if I use the gym membership, we can buy a car" because I need a car. I already was thrilled to go shopping and to be able to fit into (NO MUFFIN TOPS) a size four. I haven't been t his small since I was anorexic, and now I'm eating almost three times what I'd let myself eat then and i'm losing size and firming up.
I need to remember that starving never made me happy. chocolate milk (pwo) does
