Ever since I posted those pics I have been bummed. I am just a smaller version of myself. Not what I had hoped for. I have to learn my new logging program. I went with Crosstrainer 6. There is a learning curve.
Just waiting for more steam to go ahead and do this.
There is SUCH a tempation to do this the traditional way of dieting when results are a long time coming. I just hope and pray I can stick this out. The only thing that keeps me going is that I like to train. So something has got to happen sometime right? I hope so.
I have been clinically obese for over 16 years. I really would not like to have that catagory attached to my name any longer. It would be fabulous to walk into the doctor's office and have them exclaim, my goodness look how good you look! Your numbers are perfect!
It is the battle of getting from point A to point B and the experiment of what works. I don't have time for things that don't work including things that I won't stick too.
I wish we would just know what would work for our body and just do it. In a perfect world huh?
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