Ok sign people have given a lot feed back and i don't have time to read all of them so if I say something that's already posted i apologize.
First off I'm sorry about your resent hard ships. Nobody wants to be put through or experience these things.
I know why you're frustrated and I may poke a nerve here but this is what you need to here...you have to take responsibility for your life and the things that have happened. That's one part of becoming a man. Bad things happen, YES they do. But stop playing a victim and take responsibility for your life and stop blaming other people.
It seems you are drawing a lot of negative events to yourself and this may be a result of your thinking process. Check this out
The Secret :: Official Web Site of The Secret Movie :: Law of Attraction . You'll see what I mean.
I know you're a strong person by what you said. You can and will get through this if you choose. Nobody else can do this for you. You can have what ever you want in life, no limits. But it's your choice. If you want some coaching or just someone to talk to feel free to e-mail me
ahrenwalker@hotmail.com
Take care buddy.
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