Great job pushing through the panic feeling. It still happens to me sometimes. It's just mind tricks. You are doing great!
Once, I got on a bike and it was soooo....hard. I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. Then, I realized that the weight was set for a much heavier person, and that made the tension way high. I don't know if your home bike works like that, but it would explain some stuff.
mel
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