I never had a trainer before and I do trust qualified people, but the only qualified people I have talked to are ones online that cannot see me in person. I do trust the ones on this board, just not on the softball one. If I had the money, I would defiantly see one in person. It seems like its easier to find one around online than find one around in person.
What I need to do is stop being lazy and get motivated and go to my school (even though I am taking no classes this winter semester until the spring) and see if they have any testing I can take and talk to a counsolor to get help. I also need to go back to church.
It's all better said than done though. I say I am going to do something, but then the lazy part of me stops me.

Taking classes is what motivates me to do something. When I am at home and have no registered classes or whatever, I don't go to school and I get lazy. I have dumbbells and barbells and high cable at home and I can workout at home until gym opens in the spring semester again, but I get lazy. I am so lazy at home and I am trying to figure out how to get rid of the lazyness