While I doubt I have the answer to any of your questions here are just a few of my thoughts on some of them.
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How can I be normal like everyone else?
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Normal is boring, and why you may think you want to be like everyone else if that is not you then you most likely won't be happy with the change. Just be yourself and eventually you will fall into a group of people who appreciate you for who you are.
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I also go to music boards for my favorite artists and go to concerts and meet people and hang out at the shows. None of them think I am fake or make fun of me because of my learning disability and they see me in person to at shows.
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I have found that artsy people tend to more accepting of people because of their own differences. These are people that have often been ridiculed because of their creative nature so they see the differences in people as interesting and not bizzare.
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I have met people in my college that I talk to sometimes, but not where I can actually trust and hang out with yet. No one ever invites me anywhere or to any party's or anything. I am always by myself and I have hardly any trust in anyone anymore.
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Trust takes time and that goes both ways, your past bad expierences with people may be making you less open then you need to be with others to make true friends. Give the people that you get along with a chace to get to know who you really are and some (maybe not all) of them will surprise you and most likely will make a few good solid trustworthy friends.
Good Luck and keep posting so we know how you are doing.