As i sit here on my over night at work I am thinking about how much I want to be ripped and how dissapointed I am in myself for past choices I have made in my life. I made excuses how its college this is how its supposed to be eating shitty and drinking like a fish. Now I'm sitting here 45 lbs over weight atleast and was it worth it 4 years of partying........fuck no. It wasnt a full 4 years I guess 6 months of hard training and dieting got me diced, I went on SB and the whole not working out and not eating healthy caught up to me again. I slipped I fell and I am now 2 years later starting to pick my fuckin ass off the ground.
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"Your greatest challenge isn't another person. Its the burning in your lungs and the burning in your legs, its the voice in your head screaming STOP you cant do anymore. But you dont listen. You push harder and you start to hear a the whisper of YOU CAN. You realize you are not the person you thought you were is no match for the person you are."
You will not win, cause I can not lose!
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