Thanks guys ... just bummed about Matt and everything related to that ... mental illness is so difficult to deal with ... most days I deal pretty well, but the past few days have been really rough. I did speak to his psychiatrist and we are switching him to a different therapist. We will also be discussing his medication and whether it should be switched. Matt is being very distant and I don't know if it is the medication or the illness ... it is rather painful though. Really I shouldn't complain ... there are many who have it much worse than me. But as Matt stated yesterday, he certainly is not now the man I fell in love with. I replied, no, he is not, but then again, I probably am not either ... no one is as time goes on. But I told him that I did sign on for better or worse, in sickness and in health and that I loved him and knew he would be coming back to me ... and that I am patient and willing to wait. It's just kind of lonely in the meantime, especially this time of year. At least I have my girls to keep me distracted!!
