I am starting to think posting those pics of my kitty were the worst thing I could have possibly done lol. Now, when I scroll through this thread I have to see him and be reminded of how goddamn much I miss him. I think the feeling that I abandoned him (and imagined how confused and even scared he must have been when this all went down) hurts me much deeper then anything my ex could ever do to me. I don't even care anymore about her, but thinking about Molson, still brings tears to my eyes.
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猿も木から落ちる
Even monkeys fall from trees
- Japanese Proverb
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