Sign (sorry I don't know your real name),
I am really so sorry to hear about all the downers in your life. My parents house (3 doors down from me) was broken into last night, so I totally get the violation that you're feeling right now about your bike. I have lots of encouraging things to say, but it doesn't sound like you want (or need) to hear any of them...but when you are ready to move on you just let me know and I'll let 'em rip!
Today, just know that you have friends that are thinking about you and sending you good vibes.
About your anger towards God, I would say let Him have it...he's big enough to handle it. And when you're finished raging and being angry, don't walk away (as your GF did to you) maybe you could try just being quiet for a time and see what comes to your heart. Okay, that was a teeny tiny bit of advice, sorry, I couldn't resist.
Take care!
Jamie