Aoife
31, but 8 on the inside
attention span of a gnat on crack
normal, active child, turned teen with slight body image issues (with a fine body), turned adult who knew better but got fat anyway. Who then lost weight, sometimes the "right" way, sometimes by eating 300-800 calories a day. Who then was a rockin hottie... turned student who's fitness and body (and house) took a back burner to her studies. Who is now working to get back the kick-ass bod she had before her grandiose ideas of an edumakashun.
My flaws:
I'm impatient, I want results quickly. Like, I want to be DONE already. I bought the real estate once, I'm ready to be there again.
I like cake. and cookies. and pie. and candy. and bread.
I want to be able to eat what ever I want, and not have to work out.
I automatically assume that everyone else is naturally good at what they do/talented/fit without any work and I want to be like that.
Basically, I'm lazy and I like cake. And I'm a huge procrastinator.
And I get caught up in ideals rather than just doing stuff. Tough to explain, but I'm working on it so hopefully it'll stop working against me... let's just say it's the reason I'm a procrastinator.
On the plus side, I like to be strong and be able to do stuff. So proving I'm strong (lifting) and able to do stuff is usually good enough motivation to get my sorry butt to the gym.
Anyway... I have a new gym now (Lifetime Fitness) open 24 hours, I have an rockin exercise room at home, bikes and safe streets to run on, and I'm on summer vacation.
Meaning...
This is the time to get my entire life back together before school picks back up in the fall. If I do it right, school will stop being a hinderance when it comes to every other aspect of my life (which hubby will greatly appreciate).
I'm gonna stop now, I totally lost track of what I was saying.
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